Fallen Hero

My heart shouts her name
my head says its not the same
I am lost in this game
Now I am untamed

My sword has fallen
The rhyme is broken
Vows are forgotten
My heart is swollen

Songs only remind me of her
looking back at where we were
losing every September
Don't want to remember

Her smile crushes me
Her words drown me
Now I can never see
I wish I could dee

note:this poem was written around September - November of 2007

Apathy

Beautiful is the moon
Don't wake me from this boon
May it fade like the dune
Please don't leave me so soon

Who will enlighten me?
In my chaotic sea
Who will bother to see?
And set me once again free

At times I am selfish
I would want to perish
Please grant my lethal wish
death is to be unleash

I am in apathy
May it fill your query
Stay till you're weary
Oblivion, Please bury

Lost in this confusion
Caught in this strange vision
Meeting apparition
Beyond Intuition
I'm unsure and untrue
I doubt what I do
I'm bounded to whats due
Just waiting for the cue

Smiley

Smiley as I call her....the reason why every morning is filled with joy and love...My heart sings in joy just thinking of her...each morning as I wake up shes the first thing on my mind..I get up from bed and reach for the phone and call her up to say good evening..and wait till 8 or 9 in the evening to greet her good morning....At First I tried to convince myself that I'm just attracted to her nothing more...but the more I say that to myself the more I  fell for her...:D....Now I call her up in the morning or any chance that I could grab just to talk to her and say  I love her and make her feel my love or even bathe her with my love for her....But her heart belongs to someone he left In the former queen city of the south......despite that fact I can't stop myself from loving her...I told her that I'm not expecting anything from her but I ask her one thing....to let me love her with all my heart....Fool you may say...but that is how much I love her....It hurts yes...but If it doesn't hurt it may mean that I don't love her at all...love is bitter-sweet...but when the time comes that she really chooses him...as long as she's happy I'm happy...I promised her that no matter what happens I will never go far away from her..I too don't want to part from her....despite the distance that we have right now...we live in inverse light...I wish I could always bring a smile onto her face..that she may never shed a tear because of sadness.......Today I continue to love her no matter what....No matter what ...I love you smiley...thats all that I know....

My love

Wonderful is each day
Besides the morning ray
Or It's natures way
You complete every day

Leave a grin in my face
will ace in every race
Like God's eternal grace
Whatever may I face

Let me light up the daze
Hold you through every haze
With you through every maze
Forgive me if I gaze

Embrace me in your arms
surround me with your charm
with your sweetness so warm
I will feel no alarm

Let me be your sole knight
Only for you I fight
There to guard you at night
For you I'll be the light

Look at the evening sky
Like my love It'll not die
So you'll never Cry
In my heart you will lie

A Feeling in Flight

We live in inverse light
We talk day or night
Together in out flight
Even I'm not on sight

The true sound of your voice
A quality of choice
As if angels rejoice
In the eternal Hoists

I let you see through me
In my own Chaotic sea
Welcomed you in my lee
Made me once again free

Savoring each moment
Indulged without consent
I would never resent
I believe you're sent

I could never define
What we have so fine
I wish this wouldn't decline
As if God's Mystic sign

I thank you for the time
Amazing as this rhyme
An emotion so prime
You are boldly sublime

aftermath hurts the worst

At first I thought I was over her....i was wrong...I couldn't stop the water falls from falling...the wound from gushing with pain....the heart beats never changed...I am not my self since the day she gave me back my bruised heart...it slowly bleeds in my hands...she was my Happiness.. now she abandoned me...Each time I think of the Sweet memories it crushes me...I couldn't believe that she's not with me anymore...my life once complete now shattered into insignificant pieces...once happy with the true emotion of happiness now melancholic behind the laughing face that everyone sees....i seek serenity but I'm trapped in this music of "JAZ" .My heart wonders of what have I done wrong to deserve this kind of pain and Melancholy....I use to rule my world and she reigns my Heart...now melancholy rules my world and pain reigns my heart....All I ever wanted is to make her the happiest person..but I don't know where did all go....i was open to her..yet she refuse to open her heart to me and let me be in her life....I was so attached want nothing more than to be with her..but there are things that make our setting a bit complicated...I use to ask her if she's OK of what we have..and she said she was happy and contented...love is true if it doesn't give up on any obstacle that may come its way...may it be distance or temptation....Amor Vincit Omnia!!!!My love I wish to be with you once again no matter how long it may take or how difficult it may be...|..£...J...

Down

Each day is in melancholy
Deaf to the sweet melody
Hiding from the bold reality
Seeking for serenity

Years pass I'm still solitary
Missing the familiar Sanctuary
No one understands my misery
Misunderstanding my curiosity

My own honesty hurts me
Again drowning in my sea
Hope they can only see
I lost my own key

Thought of the ending my line
I just await the significant sign
Hope for peace to be mine
Telling myself all is fine

Struggling  with my mind
I'm nothing but blind
Unknown of whats behind
Truth is what i was to find