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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Ang Bosconian

From: Fr. Vester Casaclang.SDB

1. Malinis pagpasok, madungis paguwi pero mabango parin.

2. Magulo, maingay pero magalang.

3. Alam lahat ng latest sa kamundohan pero marunong magdasal.

4. Riot rakista, hip hop mailap, alter heater, lahat ng tunog, mapabulong sigawan pero gentlemen.

5. Kamay pang grasa, kuryente at makina pero hustler sa computer, guitara at ano-ano pa.

6. Itsurang anghel pero useful sa kusina, sa garahe at sa buhatan.

7. Marunong tumalon, tumakbo, lumangoy, lumipad, sumayaw, kumanta, umarte at gumawa ng audio video presentation.

8. Ang dami nilang subjects, assignments, projects, activities pero may oras pa sila magbasketball, mag computer at tambay sa G4.

9. Mga gwapo, makisig, maliksi, maabilidad at

10. All of the above na siya pero humble lang kahit may panyo sa kaliwa, rosaryo sa kanan at may maipagmamalaki sa gitna.


Saturday, April 9, 2011

Adventure with Acia

Today wasn't really the best day you could have as a me. This morning I had a bit of trouble waking up, I set my alarm at 8:30 but I went out of bed around 10. I called Acia to check if she was already awake but as expected she wasn't . So I told her we meet in 2 hours. Really it wasn't just 2 hours but well. As I was getting ready I packed our kids Acden and the other bird that resembles a penguin but it isn't its actually a pokemon. oh well it is still a bird anyway.heheh.. not as I was about to go I asked mom for some money for our little adventure. Take note mom isn't really in a pleasant mood that time.. and she said to me. " your father never asked money from her mom to date me".. and then it struck me...ouuchh.hahahah and then I realize she was right I shouldn't be asking my mom for our date. I just have to cut the habit of asking things from my mom. And AGAIN I realized..I'm turning 22 in a few months...I'm pathetic...oh well she gave me money anyway..and off I go ...
I walked up to 711 and tried to make a choice of heading to Magallanes or to Megamall but my mind was quick to decide because she won't be coming for another 2 hours. So I decided to get to Megamall and yes I made the usual routine...but it felt different when I got to the painting exhibit. The paintings and sculptures were amazing...as it touches my heart and souls emotion in those paintings are well interpreted. after that I went to the arcade the usual time crisis.. I played same game but something was a bit obstructing my view and It hurt a bit. so I didn't finish the game because I got Irritated with my eyes teary. it a bit embarrassing I looked like one who has been taking drugs or one who hadn't slept for a few days. and then I decided to head to Magallanes. as I arrived she did too...for the first time she spotted me before I did..maybe because of the eye irritation. as she we came to each other I hugged her tightly and kissed her soft cheeks..I felt warm inside every time I hold her. She's like the spark that ignites me as I shoot into the sky and shout to the world how much I love her.
We rode another train to U.N. Ave. and walk a little to Luneta..yes LUNETA..hahhha I don't know why some couples don't like it there its a pretty nice place. As we entered I first laid eyes on the Philippine Map Relief that was currently under construction. She didn't think it was the Philippine Map because we were look at it from the side. She told me they use to play there when they were kids. Oh I forgot to mention I took a stolen picture of her and she was grabbing my cellphone from me and poof my cellphone fled to the grass and the casing came off. but well at least its still functioning. No off to the first trip. The Japanese garden. Ok lets not talk about that place its crap...you pay 5 pesos for nothing but barren and defiled landscape. Next was The Chinese garden well at least this garden has something to offer..:P After a few snapshots we went to the Rizal Monument. on the way we saw a cat on the grass so she posed pointing at the cat.it was a great shot..:P.. It was great day for me though it was short for some reason.:D...anyway that enough for today..:P and heres the snap shot



Thursday, April 7, 2011

Dreams really are amazing...and dreadful..

Last night I dreamt of answers to the hanging questions of my heart..upon obtaining the answer I threw myself to the rocky sea without hesitation like it was nothing to fear...as I landed i felt no pain,no bruise, no blood came from my skin..It seems that you can do anything that you will in your dreams...you can be a hero...

Monday, March 21, 2011

Failure

In the midst of failure I am engulfed with dark thoughts. I couldn't help but space out and think about what will come to me in the end. Will I rise up and point and shoot the mistakes I made or just give up all together in utter vain? I couldn't possibly concentrate in doing things I have to do with this on my mind. It bothers me, It torments me. I don't really feel enthusiasm in it. Last night I was at my top condition to finishing the PROGLANG project AST, but sadly my mom cut the power of our house because of the kids at the house who just won't listen. In result I was in the middle of a trial and error part where I cut part of the code into an unsaved text editor and POOF goes the dragon I lost 80% of my work. I got so exhausted last night that I couldn't work right. I decided to sleep. In my sleep I'm still bothered by the idea of not being able to finish it. but now well I am not really going to finish it because currently my classmates for this class are presenting their work even if it's not fully finished.I on the other hand is sulking right now because I can't have a chance of passing this class even thought I asked our professor if i could get a little extension well I don't know it he will approve to that attention he just said that I should just wait till the others present. I don't know how to do this and I'm doomed. Failing like this makes me hate myself. I want to get away from all of this . I am in despair, I retreat into my own little world and stay there until I absorbed every bit of the failure part would sink in. I don't really want to talk to anybody right now..My sad world  is dawning into me again . melancholic nights. FAILURE. is the word that swirls into my head right now.. like a chanting imp tormenting me and rubbing it it..discouraging me in every possible way . eating every light that has come to me. I am in despair... Oh what should I do? I need a hard drink right now. But I think it isn't possible I have exam tomorrow...:(

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Love doesn't grow on trees

     You might be wondering what an odd title for an article. I just thought of this idea while pacing in the kitchen for some midnight fill.  Have you ever wondered why in search for the "One" as some may call it, we fall, we get disappointed, we cry in the process? But lets not forget we also feel joy and sweet fleeting feelings. Most of us want to get off the miserable feeling we feel after a battle lost. We tend to dwell in the past, as we realize that the past couldn't be brought back. We know that forward is the only direction we must go, but we tend to hold on to it even if it hurts us and eventually destroys us.

  



Love doesn't grow on trees, but rather it grows like trees. Picture a small tree bearing a rather huge fruit. Wondrous isn't it? That in mind, do you think that tree would have the strength to support the tree before it is ready to ripe? I think not. Now Imagine A big tree bearing the same size of fruit of the small tree. Now, what do you think would be the result in this picture? Can you imagine it? The tree will bear this fruit until it is ready or sometimes the fruit just stays there. Trees experience multiple weather conditions or in other cases man-made disasters. The tree is like our parents and we are the fruits. When our parents raise us with not enough love, we tend to stray from them at an early age and blame them for not raising us well, the result?We come to be fruits that are bitter and of low quality. On the contrary if our parents give us love that we cannot even repay throughout our lifetime. We tend to grow in that love and and ripe as the sweetest fruits that the world had ever beheld. When its time to for us to be on our way, we will fall into the ground and face the harsh environment that surround us. This is essential for all  of us. Time comes that we will be on out own. We "fell", but this is not bad. It is an experience. An experience will make us stronger than what we are yesterday. With the natural training of the harsh surroundings we are slowly turning into something that we may not even thought about...A Tree... A tree doesn't really need someone to make it grow. It all depends on YOU. If you want to grow and live a hundred years you can! We cannot love another if we do not love ourselves. Since we are human beings and we don't have to capability to grow off-springs by ourselves, we need someone. But its shouldn't be just anyone. We would want to have someone who has  the same level or on our league. It is because if we choose someone who is too high we end up leeching on them, on the other hand when we choose someone who is to low they end up leeching on you. But if we were in the same league we tend to teach each other of what values we have to share and perspectives that they never thought of seeing. Everything takes time to develop.(yes even our cup noodles needs 3 minutes to cook). Love takes time and patience. We should never rush it for it will just ruin the fruit(Yesterday I saw a forced-ripped mango!!)

    Love doesn't grow on trees , but rather grow like trees. It takes time, patience, determination and the grace of God most of all. We experience all this hardships and joys for a reason. (some call it battle scars) . It is preparing us for something.  So do not rush. Be on your own for now...and eventually That someone will come to you in unexpected moments. Stop and enjoy every moment of whatever you are experiencing right now..For it will be for something just for you in the end.

                                                                <(") Dionysus01 <(")

Monday, January 17, 2011

Things Happen For a Reason

           Things happen for a reason...Don't you think its a cliche quote?..I don't. I realized that countless times in my life from my childhood. For example your favorite toy gets lost due to an unknown reason. You cry throw tantrums and even sulk in the corner of the room because you lost your favorite toy. After 3 days your aunt gives you a toy better than what you lost. Losing something or failing at something isn't the end of everything. When I was in high school I loved someone rather more that what is due or was it just a teenage love affair?, nonetheless it was something you cherished, but one day that girl suddenly broke up with you. And maaann it felt like crap..but here's the funny part the next day..I got into the football varsity..I don't know if fate was messing with me with a consolation prize or something but I realized It was something that needed to happen.

            Life isn't a bitch that you think it is. (well maybe it is.)  It teaches you how to handle things in the future by making you make mistakes at your first try. As the quote say " nobody gets it right the first time", in life you must do the following in order ...Ready...FIRE!!..AIM!!..Yes  its like that..I didn't make a mistake in the order..Sometimes you just have to indulge yourself into something then gain order within the chaos. It's like jumping into something that looks difficult but doable. Each one of us share a different view over things, as life has a different method of teaching us how to live in this world. Things really happen for a reason. Each moment you fall there is a reason , each moment you rise..there is a reason..It may be a reason beyond human comprehension, the point is there is a reason. Life is short don't linger on what has happen, instead stand up, pick up your sword and move forward to a brighter future. The battle isn't over until you give-up...

<(") Dionysus01 <(")